Post by ashers3 on Aug 20, 2012 4:56:50 GMT -5
annaleigh v.
SIXTEEN. FEMALE. HUFFLEPUFF. BI CURIOUS.
Before the shift in Time.
May 1996
Mum is going off it. It’s not even my fault! She won’t stop screaming and crying. Dad’s not saying anything but he won’t even look at me. I guess I understand why. The Valentine’s don’t get turned into…ugh I can’t even write it! Last night was the full moon. Apparently someone was trying to send mum and dad a message. It won’t stop them though. Why should they care that their daughter is a werewolf? Just adds fuel to their fine.
Not that they’ll say anything. If she does she has to throw me out. She can’t look at me. Not without looking disgusted. I wish there was a cure. I don’t think I can deal with the looks for much longer. I wish it was different. Now I’m going to have to hide, and that scares me more.
1996 June
Oh god. Oh, god, oh god, oh god, please, kill me now. I don’t want this. I don’t remember anything. My sister gave me a potion to put me to sleep and then I spent the time chained in a cage with spells to soundproof the entire place. I don’t know if the potion affected the monster inside, because the chains have left bloody marks, and there are so many claw marks everywhere. I have to hide them, I don’t have a choice, but I don’t know how. The pain. Oh god. I don’t want to go through it again. I don’t know how Professor Lupin did it. I can’t hide it. I’m scared, I’m tired, I’m in pain. Oh god.
1996 August
I don’t want to go back to school. I used to be fun, I used to have fun and a good time and I just…Hogwarts was the time of fun. Especially when it came to what we were finding out about what was going to happen with You-Know-Who last year. It was always a time to have fun. How do I go back to my friends and just pretend that everything’s okay? How do I just drop them because of what I’ve become? I don’t want to let them down, but at the same time, I’m not the same. The scars make it so that I’m not. I have to hide myself. I can’t wear the same stuff I used to. More than that, I prefer to be alone more too. Easier to hide away.
Oh god, I don’t want to go back to school. Maybe this year won’t be too bad. I hope so.
After the time shift
1976 Day 1
…I don’t get it. I don’t understand how we’ve all time travelled back into 1976. It’s impossible right? I mean…I dunno at least I have an excuse for why I’m so down. I’ll just let Bray take care of explaining it properly. I don’t want anyone to know and she understands that. She knows if mum finds out I told, mum will throw me out.
But yeah. It’s weird because there are people here who I knew from our time, our age. Teachers! It’s really odd; I don’t think anyone has fully comprehended it really. We’re all in shock.
1976 Day 3
I don’t know what to do about this time travel thing. I don’t know why but it seems like a second chance. A way to realise that maybe this wolf thing isn’t as bad as it seems. I mean it still hurts, and it’s still scary and all the rest of it. But at the same time, for the first time since this happened, I don’t have my parents disapproving looks all the time, I still feel the shame, just not every time I look at my parents or my sister. I mean, Bray doesn’t see anything bad about it, she’s my twin sister, but I know that she doesn’t feel comfortable about it. Who would when their sister’s a freak and a wolf and a killer.
God I’m feeling like I’m whining. I’m not. I don’t know why, but I feel at peace. For now.
May 1996
Mum is going off it. It’s not even my fault! She won’t stop screaming and crying. Dad’s not saying anything but he won’t even look at me. I guess I understand why. The Valentine’s don’t get turned into…ugh I can’t even write it! Last night was the full moon. Apparently someone was trying to send mum and dad a message. It won’t stop them though. Why should they care that their daughter is a werewolf? Just adds fuel to their fine.
Not that they’ll say anything. If she does she has to throw me out. She can’t look at me. Not without looking disgusted. I wish there was a cure. I don’t think I can deal with the looks for much longer. I wish it was different. Now I’m going to have to hide, and that scares me more.
1996 June
Oh god. Oh, god, oh god, oh god, please, kill me now. I don’t want this. I don’t remember anything. My sister gave me a potion to put me to sleep and then I spent the time chained in a cage with spells to soundproof the entire place. I don’t know if the potion affected the monster inside, because the chains have left bloody marks, and there are so many claw marks everywhere. I have to hide them, I don’t have a choice, but I don’t know how. The pain. Oh god. I don’t want to go through it again. I don’t know how Professor Lupin did it. I can’t hide it. I’m scared, I’m tired, I’m in pain. Oh god.
1996 August
I don’t want to go back to school. I used to be fun, I used to have fun and a good time and I just…Hogwarts was the time of fun. Especially when it came to what we were finding out about what was going to happen with You-Know-Who last year. It was always a time to have fun. How do I go back to my friends and just pretend that everything’s okay? How do I just drop them because of what I’ve become? I don’t want to let them down, but at the same time, I’m not the same. The scars make it so that I’m not. I have to hide myself. I can’t wear the same stuff I used to. More than that, I prefer to be alone more too. Easier to hide away.
Oh god, I don’t want to go back to school. Maybe this year won’t be too bad. I hope so.
After the time shift
1976 Day 1
…I don’t get it. I don’t understand how we’ve all time travelled back into 1976. It’s impossible right? I mean…I dunno at least I have an excuse for why I’m so down. I’ll just let Bray take care of explaining it properly. I don’t want anyone to know and she understands that. She knows if mum finds out I told, mum will throw me out.
But yeah. It’s weird because there are people here who I knew from our time, our age. Teachers! It’s really odd; I don’t think anyone has fully comprehended it really. We’re all in shock.
1976 Day 3
I don’t know what to do about this time travel thing. I don’t know why but it seems like a second chance. A way to realise that maybe this wolf thing isn’t as bad as it seems. I mean it still hurts, and it’s still scary and all the rest of it. But at the same time, for the first time since this happened, I don’t have my parents disapproving looks all the time, I still feel the shame, just not every time I look at my parents or my sister. I mean, Bray doesn’t see anything bad about it, she’s my twin sister, but I know that she doesn’t feel comfortable about it. Who would when their sister’s a freak and a wolf and a killer.
God I’m feeling like I’m whining. I’m not. I don’t know why, but I feel at peace. For now.